Sunday, July 13, 2003
Anyone care if I just scream for a moment? No? Okay, good. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH! Grr, ok that did basically nothing.
This is frustrating; I can't write down why I'm frustrated.
I come home from vacation-and SWOOSH, things start up again. Not that they exactly died down then either...but it seems like a lot just came out at once. So now I'm rather worried about some things, forgive me for sounding insane today...I don't mean to complain; I'd rather know what's going on than not know. But I'm quite concerned about things at the moment...
Ok, no more of that; pointless to ramble about things I can't even explain. *Takes a deep breath and begins normal entry*
Today we drove home from Flordia. Long drive, but I was so glad to just be home! I'm hopefully getting to see some friends tomorrow at the pool. A lot of them can't come though, so not sure how that's going too turn out. Plus that means missing music rehersal when we have a performance in about a month, but I guess since it's summer we can practice other days than Sunday sometimes. We'll see. I need to practice a good bit on my own anyway.
I miss Matt. I swear if I can just see him and get a big hug, some of this pain and frustration will calm down. I hope so anyway...and he comes home soon.
Nothing left to say I guess...bye! Oh wait, I'm checking the clock here too...its 12:09 by my computer now and I started this a little before midnight...so we'll see if its right or not. Bye!
This is frustrating; I can't write down why I'm frustrated.
I come home from vacation-and SWOOSH, things start up again. Not that they exactly died down then either...but it seems like a lot just came out at once. So now I'm rather worried about some things, forgive me for sounding insane today...I don't mean to complain; I'd rather know what's going on than not know. But I'm quite concerned about things at the moment...
Ok, no more of that; pointless to ramble about things I can't even explain. *Takes a deep breath and begins normal entry*
Today we drove home from Flordia. Long drive, but I was so glad to just be home! I'm hopefully getting to see some friends tomorrow at the pool. A lot of them can't come though, so not sure how that's going too turn out. Plus that means missing music rehersal when we have a performance in about a month, but I guess since it's summer we can practice other days than Sunday sometimes. We'll see. I need to practice a good bit on my own anyway.
I miss Matt. I swear if I can just see him and get a big hug, some of this pain and frustration will calm down. I hope so anyway...and he comes home soon.
Nothing left to say I guess...bye! Oh wait, I'm checking the clock here too...its 12:09 by my computer now and I started this a little before midnight...so we'll see if its right or not. Bye!
