Thursday, July 10, 2003
My first entry for a blog ever! Weeee!
OK, well I'm in Flordia at the moment but really wishing I was home with everyone else. I miss everyone soooooo much! I haven't seen Matt or Corey in almost two weeks. I won't see Matt for almost annother week, and Corey for over 3 more. *dies* Oh well, it got me into a writing mood last night and I've gotten the begginings of possibly the first song I'll be willing to share in several years. It's just got the first two stanzas (one verse) and a chorus at the moment, so we'll see.
I've been having a strage week...but I think it's a good one; I had a lot of time to reflect on things. I'm finnally getting to a point where I feel a bit more like myself, the old me. I'm still "off" quite a lot ...but I like the fact that I'm making progress. I can talk about things more easily and I feel like maybe soon I'll actually get back to being able to help some people again instead of just trying to distract them and making myself miserable in the process. Who knows, maybe all the crap this year was worth it. It sure made me grow up a lot, and realize so much about who I am and what I want to do with my life. There's some things from the past that I miss a lot...but I hope they'll come back with time. For now I've pretty much decided to take things as they come and to learn from the past. Maybe the longer I do this, the easier it'll get...or at least I'll know better than to expect such, if that's how it turns out.
Anyway...tomorrow's my last day here, and I'm going to spend it out in the sun. I NEED a tan deperately...I'm only the slightest bit darker than my ghostly self after nearly a week here. Haha, yes...although I've spent most of the time hanging out with a 10 year old. I've learned-er, listened to-so much about video game plots this week...haha. Well he likes to hear about Harry Potter and The Ring, even though he's kinda scared of it. He made up this story about an island with all these scary people on it, one of them being Samara. In the story, Samara is dating Freddy Kruger. I found that hillarious.
OK, well, enough for now I suppose. I'm hoping I'll actually write in this blog reguarly, so maybe they'll be some new entries soon. :-)
OK, well I'm in Flordia at the moment but really wishing I was home with everyone else. I miss everyone soooooo much! I haven't seen Matt or Corey in almost two weeks. I won't see Matt for almost annother week, and Corey for over 3 more. *dies* Oh well, it got me into a writing mood last night and I've gotten the begginings of possibly the first song I'll be willing to share in several years. It's just got the first two stanzas (one verse) and a chorus at the moment, so we'll see.
I've been having a strage week...but I think it's a good one; I had a lot of time to reflect on things. I'm finnally getting to a point where I feel a bit more like myself, the old me. I'm still "off" quite a lot ...but I like the fact that I'm making progress. I can talk about things more easily and I feel like maybe soon I'll actually get back to being able to help some people again instead of just trying to distract them and making myself miserable in the process. Who knows, maybe all the crap this year was worth it. It sure made me grow up a lot, and realize so much about who I am and what I want to do with my life. There's some things from the past that I miss a lot...but I hope they'll come back with time. For now I've pretty much decided to take things as they come and to learn from the past. Maybe the longer I do this, the easier it'll get...or at least I'll know better than to expect such, if that's how it turns out.
Anyway...tomorrow's my last day here, and I'm going to spend it out in the sun. I NEED a tan deperately...I'm only the slightest bit darker than my ghostly self after nearly a week here. Haha, yes...although I've spent most of the time hanging out with a 10 year old. I've learned-er, listened to-so much about video game plots this week...haha. Well he likes to hear about Harry Potter and The Ring, even though he's kinda scared of it. He made up this story about an island with all these scary people on it, one of them being Samara. In the story, Samara is dating Freddy Kruger. I found that hillarious.
OK, well, enough for now I suppose. I'm hoping I'll actually write in this blog reguarly, so maybe they'll be some new entries soon. :-)
