Monday, September 01, 2003
Ok...I think I've made my descision. I can't turn back on this now. I've been talking to Corey about things...and I think it's what I have to do, and soon. Very possibly today...and I'm really scared.
I told Corey pretty much everything I could...everything that's really important right now. The other part can wait; nothing can happen with that for a while, if ever, anyway, and bringing it up would only make things even more crazy.
If it happens today...which it probably will...this is going to be really really hard. A lot of me doesn't want to do this...but the rest of me knows I have to. I'm scared. So if I'm hugging everyone tomorrow...please...just let me hug for a while. That's seriously my greatist comfort.
It's a good think I've got such wonderful friends...I was fighting tears most of the last hour or so...yet Corey always knows what to say to get me to smile just when I need one. Thanks Core. And to Anna, for last night...thanks Anna.
I guess I'd better try to go get some sleep...because I promised Corey I would...and because no matter what happens later today, I still have to do this english project. It's already pretty bad compared to what I expected it to be...trying to continue writing on major lack of sleep would be horrific.
G'night...and for those who read this and are clueless...I'll explain after it happens.
I told Corey pretty much everything I could...everything that's really important right now. The other part can wait; nothing can happen with that for a while, if ever, anyway, and bringing it up would only make things even more crazy.
If it happens today...which it probably will...this is going to be really really hard. A lot of me doesn't want to do this...but the rest of me knows I have to. I'm scared. So if I'm hugging everyone tomorrow...please...just let me hug for a while. That's seriously my greatist comfort.
It's a good think I've got such wonderful friends...I was fighting tears most of the last hour or so...yet Corey always knows what to say to get me to smile just when I need one. Thanks Core. And to Anna, for last night...thanks Anna.
I guess I'd better try to go get some sleep...because I promised Corey I would...and because no matter what happens later today, I still have to do this english project. It's already pretty bad compared to what I expected it to be...trying to continue writing on major lack of sleep would be horrific.
G'night...and for those who read this and are clueless...I'll explain after it happens.
