Tuesday, April 20, 2004
Back to continue once again!
Ok...so we got home from Hatteras at 3, so I took a much needed shower and did random stuff until youth. Youth was...hard. At first, I was so excited...I thought I'd get to see Anna for the first time since before I went to the beach, but she couldn't come because she had music man rehersal. I saw Cassie though, first time since Godspell ended, and they had Godspell lyrics on the overhead...and Jenny asked all us Godspell people to come up and sing with them...at which point Paige found me and so I kinda got glomped by her. We were all laughing and talking...and then Toby told us to sit down...and she looked really serious and almost a little angry somehow...and she told us that the meeting was going to be devoted to talking about Kassel and Breann. Ugh. I'd thought plenty about it over the weekend and the week before...I was really looking forward to a happy youth meeting. Oh well. I felt awful for Ally though...She knew Breann...so...she didn't have a happy reaction to that. Yeah. Enough said on that part.*huggles Ally* After singing some usual songs, we listened to a lady talk about how the accident wasn't God's plan because He wants all of us to live long, happy lives. I'd heard that before, but somehow I hadn't fully understood it...and it really made me think...If He doesn't want that to happen but can't prevent it because of free will...It makes me wonder...What's the point of some prayers then...Like, praying for someone who's traveling...how can He really keep them safe?
And arggggh I'm still not done but I g2g...gnight!
Ok...so we got home from Hatteras at 3, so I took a much needed shower and did random stuff until youth. Youth was...hard. At first, I was so excited...I thought I'd get to see Anna for the first time since before I went to the beach, but she couldn't come because she had music man rehersal. I saw Cassie though, first time since Godspell ended, and they had Godspell lyrics on the overhead...and Jenny asked all us Godspell people to come up and sing with them...at which point Paige found me and so I kinda got glomped by her. We were all laughing and talking...and then Toby told us to sit down...and she looked really serious and almost a little angry somehow...and she told us that the meeting was going to be devoted to talking about Kassel and Breann. Ugh. I'd thought plenty about it over the weekend and the week before...I was really looking forward to a happy youth meeting. Oh well. I felt awful for Ally though...She knew Breann...so...she didn't have a happy reaction to that. Yeah. Enough said on that part.*huggles Ally* After singing some usual songs, we listened to a lady talk about how the accident wasn't God's plan because He wants all of us to live long, happy lives. I'd heard that before, but somehow I hadn't fully understood it...and it really made me think...If He doesn't want that to happen but can't prevent it because of free will...It makes me wonder...What's the point of some prayers then...Like, praying for someone who's traveling...how can He really keep them safe?
And arggggh I'm still not done but I g2g...gnight!
